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Tuesday, January 22nd, 2008
3:50 am - ..having just rediscovered..
i've been reading and reading and reading and reading. it's so bizarre how life stays the same now matter how much you try to change it.

i might be posting more often. i might not. it might amuse me. it might not.

this picture of me looks looks like i took it yesterday.

current mood: weird

(1 slash | slit my throat)

Sunday, February 13th, 2005
8:32 am - ..i'm feeling still in love..
it's been 2 1/2 years. i think the festivities are getting to me.

(slit my throat)

Friday, February 4th, 2005
9:19 am - ..what is going on..
i drink too much and stay up too late. jack is freaking out.

i'm still alive,
vanessa

(slit my throat)

Wednesday, December 22nd, 2004
11:23 pm - ..holy crap..
it's almost christmas. i hope i'm getting that pony i asked for.

current mood: tired

(4 slashes | slit my throat)

Monday, May 31st, 2004
3:09 pm - ..aloha..
and goodbye.

current mood: bored

(slit my throat)

Saturday, March 6th, 2004
7:45 am - ..i don't know what it is..
but i have this strange attraction to the new brittany spears single. please tell me i'm wrong.

current mood: still lonely

(2 slashes | slit my throat)

Friday, March 5th, 2004
7:52 am - ..it's not fair..
for me to feel so miserable and sleepless when you are gone. i miss you and i wish you would just come home.

current mood: lonely

(slit my throat)

Friday, February 20th, 2004
8:34 pm - ..bang!bang!..
wsg disengage, man & chapstick
at small's in hamtramck
doors @ 8pm

who will be there?

current mood: hungry

(1 slash | slit my throat)

Tuesday, February 10th, 2004
11:25 pm - ..look who's back in business..
i finally got an internet connection so you will be seeing me again.

current mood: annoyed

(4 slashes | slit my throat)

Saturday, March 22nd, 2003
3:08 pm - ..ain't nothing like watching betty barnes freak on kelly osbourne's guitarist..
yes, i was in attendance for the kelly osbourne show. yes, it was as bad as i thought it was going to be. the only saving grace for the evening was going over to the majestic theatre and watching minus the bear and no knife.

tonight i am going on a dinner and movie date with my sweetheart. does anyone have any suggestions on a movie or a place to eat?

current mood: hungry

(slit my throat)

Thursday, March 20th, 2003
4:55 pm - ..it's finally here..
jimmy comes home tonight. i've got a couple of presents for him that i hope he will like.

..clean room
..photo series done by me
..rocket from the crypt belt buckle, buttons and stickers
..one dozen yellow and red long stemmed roses
..a love note

i can't wait to see him. it seems like it's been years.

current mood: anxious

(1 slash | slit my throat)

Monday, March 10th, 2003
4:09 pm - ..the beginning of a long week..
so, my grandma and mom are both in the hospital.

grandma is on the west side. she fell a couple of weeks ago and had to have a partial hip replacement.

mom is on the east side. there were some complications from when she got her tubes tied almost 24 years ago and they had to remove some of her intestines.

my sister and i are in the middle. is this somebody's idea of a cruel joke?

current mood: aggravated

(2 slashes | slit my throat)

Friday, March 7th, 2003
4:55 pm - ..i'm back from los angeles..
i flew in yesterday. i had alot of fun. here is a rundown of this weeks events.

..extra long layover in denver got us first class seats on the plane
..picked up the convertible
..thebang! - la's version of the big american party
..melrose and window shopped
..hung out at the cat club with a bunch of washed up 80's rockers
..paul frank and room service
..the frolic room
..checked in to the beverly hills hilton
..santa monica, malibu and the pacific palisades
..picked up alexis and ate the most amazing indian @ the electric lotus
..checked out mike east's apartment he is subleasing from june - august
..the frolic room, again!!

i'm sure there are alot of things i forgot but all in all, i had a great time.

thanks guys!!

current mood: exhausted

(slit my throat)

Thursday, February 13th, 2003
4:11 am - ..take off your shirts to smash the alarm clock..
contrary to popular belief, fanny packs are the new fashion accessory.

current mood: cold

(2 slashes | slit my throat)

Tuesday, February 11th, 2003
5:27 am - ..amd no one ever thought a girl could be sweet..
i wrote a song tonight. on the acoustic guitar. my friends face is burnt. it's the most awful thing in the world. he said my somg was beautiful.

how lucky am i?

current mood: ecstatic

(1 slash | slit my throat)

2:46 am - ..it's a new life..
happiest ever. don't know if i will ever make sense again. rock is my life. dischord is my life.

rock that and tell me if it isn't true.

current mood: drunk

(slit my throat)

Wednesday, February 5th, 2003
6:49 pm - ..they go from worse to worser to best ever..
the day starts out with work. i make $24 in an eight hour shift. as i am driving to meet jimmy, i get in a car accident. show up at the house only to discover that he has band practice. on my search for a note, i open the door and there is mogwai on the stereo, a note telling me to wait and 6 vases full of roses all over the room.

who ever said boys weren't thoughtful?

current mood: loved

(slit my throat)

Monday, February 3rd, 2003
5:50 pm - ..mishaps and misplaced objects..
i seem the have lost my phone last night. it's alright though because nobody calls me anyway. if there is anything important that you need to get a hold of me for, you can just give me a ring at the magic stick. i work too much so i am there pretty much every day.

current mood: grumpy

(slit my throat)

Sunday, February 2nd, 2003
4:26 am - ..vacation, here i come..
i booked the tickets for los angeles today. we will be there from march 1st thru march 6th. i'm gonna swim my ass off.

i think we should get a hotel in beverly hills and act like we are up and coming actors or rock stars or something.

current mood: amused

(1 slash | slit my throat)

Thursday, January 30th, 2003
7:44 pm - ..when the sun comes up, i slowly feel alive..
work is long and uninviting. cameras were installed on all of the bars. i need a long vacation.

if anyone would like to hang out tonight, you can find me at small's bar in hamtramck on the corner of conant and caniff. there are four bands playing. you will like them. come hang out.

current mood: discontent

(slit my throat)


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